Confused

Yup that day happened really fast. Something that I didn't expected to do. Something that I did and it's been hard to forget. Everything goes really fast at that time, I can't even think. I do it, I make it, I feel it and yes! That is me. My brain's trying to say ' hey babe, just ignored that feeling' and the other side was opposite. Let me remain you again, I CAN'T EVEN THINK dude! Everybody has doing the mistakes, so am I. Now, I'm confusing my self. Every time I eat, I walk, I talk.. I can't removed that moment in my brain. It's keep replying in mind even in my dream. It's haunted me dude. I'm sorry for doing that :'/